im bored

erm..i was tagged my melissa...i've to reply her 3 tagged..n last nyte was my last day(erm,not actually) i met with my ex..he's leaving to lahad datu..hope he'll be fine n im gonna miss him..too many things happened to me these few months..tp kehidupan mesti diteruskn..im missing my bestfrens so much!!n im nervous too in waiting for my result..my fren told me that this 12th march we'll get the result..i can't imagine wat i will get n i cant imagine wat papa will do if i got bad result..i dunno wat i should do now..i m confuse n i got nothing to do!!chatting in irc???i've no mood..i just parking nick in the channels dat i was joined..check out my fs??im getting bored with it..so,i'll just do new post for my readers..hm...dats al... :->

regretting is useless

Sebelum ini aku pernah menyuakan soalan ini kepada pembaca blog aku. Dan sekarang giliran aku untuk menjawab soalan tersebut.

Kalau aku di berikan peluang untuk mengubah kesilapan pada masa lalu, aku ingin mengubah kesilapan aku sewaktu aku berumur 12 tahun. Aku telah menolak peluang yang hanya datang sekali dalam seumur hidup aku. Iaitu aku telah MENOLAK TAWARAN UNTUK MEMASUKI MAKTAB RENDAH SAINS MARA (MRSM)... I was regretted for what I’ve decided...Erm, it wasn’t my decision actually but I admit it was my fault too. I didn’t give fully explanations to my father until he misunderstood of me... I was damn happy when I received the form to get into MRSM n when I was arrived at home I quickly throw my bag n ask my father about the offer. But, it was my fault when I didn’t explain to him properly.

“pa, bole cia masuk sekolah asrama ka?” I asked my papa
“tidak bole. Nanti ko tmbah jajal & melepak tidak tentu arah!” he scolded me.
“ Tp, bukan senang mau dapat tawaran ni.” I tried to convince him
“ go to your room. Give back the form to your teacher!” he yelled to me..!

I was disappointed with my papa’s decision. He didn’t know the real stories but it was my fault too for the reasons why he didn’t allowed me to go for a boarding school. He thinks that I still can’t take care of myself. N because of my bad behaviors like I go to swimming without his permission, I go to the mall near to my school for a shopping, I stayed in the school until evening just to play with my friends n disturb the lessons then I ever spotted by my papa coz meander.. Next morning I went to the staff room n gave the form to my teacher.

“ Patricia, btul awak tolak tawaran ni? Byk pelajar mahu n bukan senang nak dapat tawaran ni.” Cikgu Shumiza keep asking me.
“ Papa x bagi cikgu. Tawaran dr SMAKK pun papa x bg apalagi dr MRSM”
“ Bapa awak tau ka ini tawaran dr MRSM?”
“ Cikgu, papa tetap xmau tu”
“ kalau mcm tu x apalah. Awk bole msuk kelas”

ARGH!!!kecewa ada jugak tp apa bole buat papa tetap x bagi aku msuk skola asrama. Balik dr skola aku trus msuk blik. Bole dikatakan 1 mggu aku mogok x mau makan. Bila dah lama perkara 2 berlalu bru papa sedar dia silap..dia myesal sbb x dgar penjelasan aku sbb dia x taw offer yg aku dpt tu dr MRSM!!lgpun aku jd tokoh pelajar!!heh,past is past!.Masa berlalu pergi n aku dpt tahu aku msuk SEKOLAH MENENGAH SHAN TAO n aku x pernah terfikir utk skola di situ coz I ever insulted that school tp aku termkn sumpahan aku sndri..

“ skola ni semua cina jd kalau aku masuk x byk kwn lepas tu bida lagi..nsb baik aku x kasi msuk ne skola dlm list yg aku isi ari tu..arap2 dpt masuk lok yuk”..<---takbur kan aku bercakap last2 skola yg aku hina e2 la yg aku dpt!

Adui. Aku mau msuk lok yuk tp x dpt n ex-bf tym budak2 dulu msa drjh 6 dpt ALL SAINTS SCHOOL jd aku pun nak msuk sana..papa nak jugak pindahkn pergi skola tu tp bila fikir balik kakak skola kat situ jd aku memg kena control abis..so, terima jak la skola shan tao tu n im trying to make myself comfortable with my new surrounding, new friends & the most important is my new experience! so…e2 jak la perkara yg aku plg menyesal abiz!!jd nasihat aku utk org2 d luar sana len kali kalau mau bg penjelasan make sure org tu dlm keadaan sedar n emosi mereka ok! Ehheehe… ! ~LOLY_TRISYA~ ;p

TAGGED BY SIS 256

HAVE FUN

It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. (p/s:Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. * i think i cant fulfill this condition..coz i accept sis 256 dare to be more creative than her!..hehee)

(1. MiszCayg18 -)

You're hot, you're cute, you're nice - Do this tag for me <---THANX SIS 256 FOR UR PRAISED!!!HEHEHE ;P

[ WHAT IS YOUR NAME ]

• PATRICIA JUNIT

[ A FOUR LETTER WORD ]

• LOVE *COZ EVERYONE NEED THIS WORD IN EVERY PAGES OF THEIR LIFE..WITHOUT THIS FEELING HUMAN IS NOTHING LIKE AN EMPTY GLASS WITHOUT WATER!*

[ A BOY'S NAME ]

• MIKE *MOST OF THE GUYS WITH THIS NAME IS HOT N SEXY!!HAHAHAA<--NOTY SENTENCE!* ;P

[ A GIRL'S NAME ]

• IQAH *NICE NAME & EASY TO MENTION IT..WHY MY PARENTS DIDN'T GIVE ME THIS NAME A???HMM.....*
  

[ AN OCCUPATION ]

• SMS-ING EXPERT *tp dgn org tertentu sj* ;p
  

[ A COLOR ]

• REDLACK * I COMBINED THE RED N BLACK COLOURS SO IT BECAME 1*

[ SOMETHING YOU WEAR ]

• JEANS

[ A FOOD ]

• CHOCOLATE *IT HELPS TO LESSEN MY STRESS WHEN IT COMES TO MY PROBLEMS*

[ SOMETHING FOUND IN THE BATHROOM ]

• SOAP *IT HELPS GUYS A LOTTTTTTTTTTTTT*HAAHAHHAHA... ;P

[ A PLACE ]

• SWITZERLAND *CHOCOLATES COUNTRY*

[ A REASON FOR BEING LATE ]

• SORRY,I HAD WET DREAM LAST NYTE..TOO MANY PAILS I NEED TO FILL UP THE WATER BUT IT'S STILL NOT ENOUGH SO IT BECOMES FLOOD UNTIL I CANT SWIM N DROWN...HAHAHAHHA (MY BOSS WILL FIRE ME IF I GIVE THIS REASON..SUCH A STUPID REASON!) ;P

[ SOMETHING YOU SHOUT ]

• HEY!HE'S MY HUSBAND! (JUST TO ATTRACT PEOPLES ATTENTION TO BUY MY PRODUCT!HAHAHHAAHA)
  

[ A MOVIE TITLE ]

• I NEED MONEY MAKER! (I WISH TO DIRECTOR THIS MOVIE BUT I HAVEN'T FOUND THE ACTOR & ACTRESS YET) AHHAAHAHHA ;P

[ SOMETHING YOU DRINK ]

• MILO * "MINUM MILO ANDA JADI SIHAT & KUAT*AHHAHHH ;P

[ A MUSICAL GROUP ]

• I PREFER INDON BAND ;P
  

[ A STREET NAME ]

• JALAN PUKI MAK ULAH *I SAW THIS SIGNBOARD IN MIKE FS* SORY MIKE COZ IM STEALING THIS PIC ;P
  

[ A TYPE OF CAR ]

• KERETA SORONG * IT SAVE BUDGET..NO NEED TO USE DIESEL OR PETROL* ;P

[ A SONG TITTLE ]

• I WILL BE RIGHT HERE WAITING FOR U ;P

[ A VERB ]

• SMILE * THIS IS HOW I SHOW PEOPLES THAT IM KINDA FRIENDLY..I GIVES SMILE TO THEM* ;)

i need to tag 10 person but i square root the 10 it becomes 3.7 so the nearest no is 4..i'll tag 4 persons...hehehe

~ MAKARONIE @ BEH ~MASTERDY @ PAPA ITIK ~JUWITA @ MY LOVELY SIS ~LADY-OF_LIBERTY @ LOVELY NEIGHBOUR N...PLZ BE MORE CREATIVE THAN ME!!!!!!AHHAHHAHAHHA....

SIS 256 PLZ GIVE COMMENT..I ALREADY DO MY BEST!!HOPE U ALL ENJOY IT...MUUAAHHSSS U ALL... ~LOLY_TRISYA~ ;P

KATAKN DGN SEJUJURNYA

KALAULAH KAMU DI BAGI PELUANG UTK UBAH KESILAPAN KAMU PADA MASA LALU..FIKIRKAN APAKAH KESILAPAN YG INGIN KAMU UBAH???


~FIKIRLAH DGN SEBAIKNYA & JWBLAH DGN JUJUR~
~LOLY_TRISYA~ ;P

WANITA, KEHIDUPAN & AKHIR MASA ;P

haha..pelik ka tajuk ne..aku buat page tentang ne coz sum1 requested this tittle for my blog..bercerita tentang WANITA,PEREMPUAN & KAUM HAWA..sbgai org ISLAM seperti yg aku ketahui HAWA merupakan pasangan kepada NABI ADAM iaitu manusia pertama yg di ciptakan oleh ALLAH di muka bumi ini..hidup seseorang itu x akan lengkap tnpa seorg teman di sisi..oleh itu,HAWA telah di ciptakn utk NABI ADAM...tidak kira org ISLAM atau KRISTIAN atauagama yg lain semua sudah sedia maklum akan cerita bagaimana NABI ADAM & HAWA di usir dr SYURGA kerana telah mengingkari arahan ALLAH..dan BUMI telah di ciptakan utk menempatkan hawa & nabi adam setelah di usir dr syurga..tetapi,mereka telah di pisahkan bertahun2 lamanya sehgga suatu hari mereka di pertemukan juga..HAWA diciptakan dr TULANG RUSUK nabi adam..sbb itulah wanita ini merupakan pelengkap dlm kehidupan lelaki..memang lelaki di ibaratkan seperti KING yg memimpin kaum hawa manakala wanita adalah QUEEN tetapi tidakakh kamu sedar bhawa wanitalah yg memberi dorongan kepada kaum adam..hahahaa,betulkah kaum hawa ne lemah???lupakah kamu memg lumrah dlm kehidupan memang lelaki seorang yg penyabar tetapi wanita adalah seorang yg TABAH!!!tidak percayakah???fikirkanlah sedalam2nya,jika bercerai siapakah yg selalu mendapat hak penjagaan anak??bukankah wanita kerana mereka lebih layak & kerana mereka yg melahirkan insan2 seperti kita ke dunia ne... COUPLE is a serious relationship for a girl & a boy when they've declared their relationship..& bila suda couple masing2 kena pndai memainkan peranan..& tanggungjawab lelaki adalah utk menjaga wanita,protect mereka dr sebrang masalah..& kepada lelaki,igatlah bhwa jika kamu syg seseorang itu jagalah mereka dgn sebaik mungkin & bukannya merosakkan mereka..sumtymz,we becomes blind because of LOVE..we lost our right pathway of life..girls simply gave their virginity to the person that they love..but,their sacrifices become meaningless when the guys simply left them after they got what they want!!lelaki selalu accused bhwa wanita yg selalu curang but if guys didn't start it.pompuan x akan mula jugak..kenapa aku ckp mcm nie??because i ever became victim of this situation..people keep blaming me coz they didn't know the real story..fake stories have been made..LOSER will tell fake stories to other peoples..he instigated his friends till they looked down on me...memg SHIT lelaki mcm tu kan..when all his friends & my friends find out the real story they came to me & told me that they was wrong..budu!!dulu x buka mata & koreka hati tu supaya x buta!!!na,inilah kata2 EGO seorang lelaki : perempuan: 'kalau kita break,u akan cari i balik ka?' lelaki: 'heh..sepa cakap??i x akan jilat ludah i blik!' perempuan: 'betulkah??kenapa pula??u ckp u syg i..' lelaki: 'ala,lelaki mcm i ne nak cri pompuan yg jauh lebh baik dr u pun bole..' perempuan: 'o..ok' hahaaha..EGOnya lelaki..tp bila sudah berpisah ego yg tinggi smpai langit ke-7 pun jadi rendah & kecil ibarat seekor semut..they start begging dgn si gf blik..cakap x serupa bikin betul..hahaha..& perempuan pula ada yg terlalu lembut hati..dgn mudah dpt memaafkan mereka..DAMN IT!!senang2 buat hal,senang2 minta di maafkan.heh,butanya CINTA ni kan..bila dah menyesal mulalah cakap mcm ne : ("ee bodoh nya aku dulu kan.. kenapa lah sekarang baru ku sedar..". Tak kira lah apa jua keadaan, putus cinta kah,kalah judi kah,gagal exam kah ? hahaha~! di situ lah baru kita berfikir betapa lemah nya dulu kita utk menghadapi sebarang ujian..Tapi semua tuh kan memang nya kehidupan..manusia takkan lepas dari kesilapan...belajar dari kesilapan lebih bermakna dari belajar tanpa kesilapan)..*hehehhe,aku ambil ayat nie dr blog seseorang* ;p..inila kata2 yg selalu di gunakan oleh lelaki bila mereka menyesal: "sayang,plz forgive me..i know it was my mistakes..pls forgive me n i promise i wont do it again..lets forget bout the past..let bygone be bygone.."..na,minta puji jak ne,manis di mulut saja..hey, to all the girls out there if someone say like this to u,bgus kamu jawab mcm ne "let bygones be bygones knun..dulu kasi tggal teda hati perut mcm kena mkn harimau saja hati dia..skrg seng2 mau balik.."..hahhaa,ada lg bha tp bhya sikit perkataan tu..na,masi lagi lelaki nak ckp wanita itu lemah ka???kalau bercerai wanita tetap tabah cari duit wlaupun lelaki cuma taw kasi lepas anak org lepas tu dorg ckp 'ala,lantaklah kau nak buat apa..kita x apa2 suda' tp anak tu anak sepa??ada yg lepas tanggungjawab & x bg nafkah..malah SUMBANG MAHRAM TURUT BERLAKU!!!!!!!!!! ala,lelaki selalu ckp mcm ni 'hey,klu x lelaki mana dapt buat anak,macam mana mau lahir anak?'...yalah,memg lelaki & wanita bekerjasama & bertungkus lumus buat anak (hahaa,lucu plak ayat aku ne) tp igat2lah lelaki cuma bg SPERM dorg jak to form ZYGOTE tp peringkat seterusnya wanita yg mainkan peranan..mereka yg mengandungkan janin dlm perut tu dan bila suda keluar kita pggil 'BABY'..oh,sweetnya kan..hehhe..jadi wahai lelaki di luar sana fikirla dgn sebaiknya apakah wanita bererti dlm kehidupan kamu..??adakah kamu menghargai setiap pengorbanan yg telah mereka lakukan utk kamu??& berhargakah mereka dlm hidup kamu??? aku ulas pnjg2 pun x guna juga..wanita tetap di persalahakn dlm kebayakan hal..wanitala yg gatal suka mengurat suami org,wanitala yg jual body utk cepat kaya dgn cara yang mudah..semualah wanita,wanita,wanita punya salah..hey,fkir la baik2 siapa yg betul atau salah..tp pada pendapat aku lelaki & wanita sama saja..dua2 buat pergai,dua2 bertabiat..tetapi pesanku kepada semua wanita ialah we're one of the wonderful creation by GOD..he sent us to raising up his childrens & he lent us his childrens to call us mama,mummy,umi & so on after the babies had grown up..hahaa..cukup smpai di sini saja..nti ada apa2 lagi,aku akan tmbh.. ;p ~LOLY_TRISYA_

MENGAPA SEMUA HARUS BENGINI??

hidup sebagai MANUSIA memang pelikkan..kadang2 kita sendiri x tahu akan KEMAHUAN kita sendiri..kita x tahu apa yg kita mahu..dan,kadang2 kita akan berkata kepada diri sendiri 'salahkah utk kita memiliki 2 org dlm 1 masa' atau 'kenapa aku harus membuat pilihan???' namun biar pun kita bertanyakan soalan yg sama berulang kali kita pasti terperangkap dlm permainan sendiri..stiap org memang pernah mengalami keadaan seperti ini apabila mereka harus membuat pilihan yg sukar dlm hidup mereka..kdg2 boleh jadi gila bila kita sendiri x taw apa yg harus kita lakukan & mana satu pilihan yg tepat..sebab kita takut jika kita tersilap langkah dlm membuat keputusan diri kita sndri yg akan binasa!!terlalu byk pilihan yg d berikan dlm hidup ini.kdg2 kita harus memilih di antara SAHABAt atau org yg kita SAYANG..& kadang2 kita harus memilih di antara kebahagiaan atau kesengsaraan tp yg pasti smua org mahukan yg terbaik dlm hidup mereka..erm, berkongsi tetnag pengalaman hidup aku..mustahil x ada org yg pernah berada di dalam situasi bengini apabila terpaksa membuat pilihan di antara yg terbaik dlm kalangan yg terbaik..do u guys ever heard diz song 'tak bisa memilihmu' sang by 6th sense..na.lagu ne slh satu tntg penceritaan seorg manusia yg sukar dlm membuat pemilihan tetapi akhirnya dia telah memilih org yg dia rasakan sesuai utk berada dlm hati dia..hati kita cuma ada satu tp pelbagai perasaan yg tersimpan di dalam hati..kdg2 tanpa kita sedari kita menyayangi dua org dlm 1 masa malah lebih drpada itu..kdg2 kita jugak terpksa membuat pilihan walaupun diri kita sendiri x setuju dgn keputusan tersebut!!erm...susahlah bila terpaksa membuat keputusan kn??haahaa..ntahla aku pun mls da nak smbg topik nie..hahaha..biarlah tergantung ;p ~LOLY_TRISYA~